Sunday, November 29, 2009

Al-Fatihah

Pergi jua kau akhirnya tok,Saat anak cucu berada disisi,Menghembus nafas akhir mu
Malam mulia hari mulia Izrail datang menjemput.

Malam ini bermula Mek tidur seorang tanpa mu,suami yang setengah abad melayari bahtera susah payah. Walau kadang bercanggah suara juga,namun tetap lena bersama malamnya.

Malam ini anak-anak mu menjadi yatim,hilang seorang pemimpin yang membawa mereka jadi orang berguna. Anak-anak yang dulu kecilnya kau garang menyebat kini jadi orang hasilnya.

Malam ini cucu-cucu mu tiada lagi tempat bermanja daripada seorang atuk yang selalu bergurau dengan jenaka bersahaja mu. Cucu yang kau juga besarkan.
Hanya kenangan pengubat lara.

Malam ini aku pasti kau masih disekitar kami, memerhati gelagat orang yang kau cintai.

Malam ini aku lena di katil mu, beralas bantal mu, berselubung selimut mu.

Alhamdulilllah, atuk selamat dikebumi, disemadikan selamanya, hanya 3 perkara kau bawa pergi. Namun rindu cinta kami pada mu dan doa kami kan terus bersama mu.

Jika diizinkanNya tok kita bertemu di hari muka.

Al-FATIHAH.

26 November bersamaan 9 Zulhijjah 1430H.
Haji Harun Awang Hitam telah kembali ke rahmatullah.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Sabarlah

"awak kena redha,awak tahu kan atuk awak dah macam mana?''
"Saya tahu,saya faham tak lama dah kak"

conversation between me and the nurse two weeks ago.
The bleeding inside his bladder is getting worst,the cancer has took over his body rapidly, all the medicine made him delusion, seeing the unseens thing. Sometimes I whisper to him,to recite any Quranic verse he could remember.

Worst of all he forget us,the family.

I'll be on a bus any minute from now.
To see my loves one who still lying on hospital bed.
No, it is not my intention to wrote all these sad stories in mylife.
It just that..
Things happen has made me really realize how the world is only a transit for us.
Yes, I admit a good person I'm not.
I enjoy life as much as I can.
I loves the love one as much as I can.
I remember who I am as always as I can.
My roots has build who I am today.
My past has teach me a lot to love and to appreciate those who loves you.

He is a caregiver, father,grandfather.
Please stay a bit longer Atuk..