Friday, February 26, 2010

Fin

Kisahrasa has been here for a few years and so many things I have shared here.

Thanks for those who read with smile or hatred, and special thanks for those who give support and leave their comments.

However, for every beginning there is an ending, with every ending there is a new beginning.

Till we meet again rakan,teman,sahabat. Insyaallah I will continue writing and blogging. Have beautiful year ahead everyone. Senyumlah. Salam.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Al-Fatihah

Pergi jua kau akhirnya tok,Saat anak cucu berada disisi,Menghembus nafas akhir mu
Malam mulia hari mulia Izrail datang menjemput.

Malam ini bermula Mek tidur seorang tanpa mu,suami yang setengah abad melayari bahtera susah payah. Walau kadang bercanggah suara juga,namun tetap lena bersama malamnya.

Malam ini anak-anak mu menjadi yatim,hilang seorang pemimpin yang membawa mereka jadi orang berguna. Anak-anak yang dulu kecilnya kau garang menyebat kini jadi orang hasilnya.

Malam ini cucu-cucu mu tiada lagi tempat bermanja daripada seorang atuk yang selalu bergurau dengan jenaka bersahaja mu. Cucu yang kau juga besarkan.
Hanya kenangan pengubat lara.

Malam ini aku pasti kau masih disekitar kami, memerhati gelagat orang yang kau cintai.

Malam ini aku lena di katil mu, beralas bantal mu, berselubung selimut mu.

Alhamdulilllah, atuk selamat dikebumi, disemadikan selamanya, hanya 3 perkara kau bawa pergi. Namun rindu cinta kami pada mu dan doa kami kan terus bersama mu.

Jika diizinkanNya tok kita bertemu di hari muka.

Al-FATIHAH.

26 November bersamaan 9 Zulhijjah 1430H.
Haji Harun Awang Hitam telah kembali ke rahmatullah.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Sabarlah

"awak kena redha,awak tahu kan atuk awak dah macam mana?''
"Saya tahu,saya faham tak lama dah kak"

conversation between me and the nurse two weeks ago.
The bleeding inside his bladder is getting worst,the cancer has took over his body rapidly, all the medicine made him delusion, seeing the unseens thing. Sometimes I whisper to him,to recite any Quranic verse he could remember.

Worst of all he forget us,the family.

I'll be on a bus any minute from now.
To see my loves one who still lying on hospital bed.
No, it is not my intention to wrote all these sad stories in mylife.
It just that..
Things happen has made me really realize how the world is only a transit for us.
Yes, I admit a good person I'm not.
I enjoy life as much as I can.
I loves the love one as much as I can.
I remember who I am as always as I can.
My roots has build who I am today.
My past has teach me a lot to love and to appreciate those who loves you.

He is a caregiver, father,grandfather.
Please stay a bit longer Atuk..

Friday, October 30, 2009

Tots

Different story each day.
Take a new path they say.
Give room for change I may
Lets pray everything be okay.
New chapter new page.
Kick away regret nor revenge.
More love no hate.
Lets Breath and have faith.
Fuuuhhh..

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Mimpi


Punya mimpi setinggi jati
Impian berbagai sekali
Melakar cerita bukan membangga diri
Dan cuba terus mencuba pertahan maruah sejati

Bermimpi kadang sebesar alam
Mahu gapai bintang dihujung semesta
Agungkan bulan umpama jelitawan
Tak sedar ianya jelik tiada rupawan

Kadang ada juga agungkan dunia
Selalu rasanya
Buat-buat lupa asal luhurnya
Mimpi semua datang bergolek
Tiada usaha..

Mahu ditunjukkan bintang paling bercahaya
Agar dapat diberi pada Ibunya
Biar dia simpan tatapan hingga akhirnya
Ohh tinggi sungguh impian dan mimpinya

Hari-hari risau akan tugas
Namun tiada berkeras mahu dikerjakan
Tak habis bertangguh malas
Harap orang suap makanan

Bergelak tawa sehari-hari
Kadang keliru kanan ke kiri
Bersama muda mudi
Penuhi gembira hati

Lihat itu dia mendongak ke langit
Lupa sejenak perkara lepas dan mendatang yang perit
Terus bermimpi dan bermimpi
Harap terus berpijak kenyataan hakiki

Selamat malam..Malam.



Monday, September 21, 2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009

10 Terakhir

Tenangkan Jiwa-jiwa gusar
Lapangkan dada mereka yang tersasar
Sejukan hati yang pijar
Hilangkan perut yang lapar
Malapkan amarah hingar bingar
Jauhkan resah bagai terdampar
Tunjukan cahaya tiada samar
Eratkan kasih yang didamba
Dunia akhirat biar sejajar

Sepuluh malam terakhir nafsu masih tegar
Mana mungkin ku ketemu Lailatuqadar.